Well howdy y’all. Easter is only a few days away, which means…I don’t have to be vegan anymore in 3 days! The truth is, being vegan hasn’t actually been all that difficult. There were some moments some PMS moments where I really struggled with it because I wanted to eat all the cheese, all the sweets, and all the food generally, but that time only actually accounted for about 72 hours of the entire lent, so I think that’s pretty good. Otherwise, I think being vegan could actually be pretty okay, but I won’t do it because I tend to want things more if tell myself I can’t have them, which is why I don’t diet well.
Here are my reflections:
Cooking:
I loved it. It’s easy to be vegan if you eat every meal at home. I started doing some exploring with more herbs and more stir fry combos (I love stir fry).

Black Eyed Pea Stir Fry
I made the stir fry above not too long ago and LOVED it. I rediscovered my love of green beans and blacked eyed peas. I also discovered that I love dill and lemon juice. I especially love the combo of lemon juice and white wine in pretty much any stir fry.
I also tried this new blackened tofu recipe that I found on Daily Garnish! You should definitely try this if you like tofu! Absolutely the best tofu I’ve ever had that I’ve made myself. I have a feeling that will change soon because I’ve been perfecting my fried tofu recipe.
Vegan Food Substitutes:
Remember last time when I was trying this bad boy out:

Tempeh
I know I told you last time that tempeh is not the devil if it’s maple bacon flavored, but I was lying. After I had such success with tempeh, I went ahead and bought some vegan cheese and tofurkey slices. no.thank.you. I hit my limit. Initially, I found these things helped my cravings for a turkey and cheese quesadilla or any sandwich really, but after the third or fourth sandwich with fake meat, I was finished. I just remember making the exact same wrap I made in my last post, but with tofurkey and almost throwing up it tasted so revolting. And it wasn’t just the tofurkey. It was the tempeh too. It.was.all.terrible. My cravings for chicken, turkey, and fish subsided once I realized they couldn’t really be replicated in any sort of vegan form so I just kind of dealt with it until it stopped bothering me.
How I Feel:
Well, I hate to admit it, but the energy thing is true. My energy is consistent all day long. I don’t really have any spikes and when I go to bed, I fall asleep almost immediately. I don’t really know about my weight because I don’t keep a scale in my house (I can be obsessive compulsive so healthier for me to not have one probably ever), but my jeans fit the whole time and some things are looser than they were before. My classmate also tells me my face looks thinner so I guess something happened. Looking down it seems like my infamous Ned belly has even survived veganism so I’m afraid there’s no way to kill that monster. It is officially just a part of who I am.
What I learned:
I need to relax on the frickin’ cheese front. I.LOVE.CHEESE. But I’ll tell you something, I didn’t miss it that much. Also, I would have rather had a delicious piece of halibut or salmon over a piece of cheese anyway. I missed fish so much because I am a pescatarian at heart. I want vegetables. I want fruit. And I want my freakin food from the sea. Seafood is my go to main dish for dinners so I used a lot of the same sauces I use for my fish dishes, but with a medley of beans, vegetables and tofu. It worked out well, but I cannot wait to cook a tilapia filet on Sunday. Like so excited I might have it for breakfast.
Oatmeal is just not filling. I don’t care what anybody says, if I have oatmeal for breakfast at 9, I’m hungry by 10:30. An apple and peanut butter is more filling than oatmeal. So is a smoothie. Oatmeal, I’ve decided, is a perfect snack food. It is an evil, evil thing to have for breakfast because the only thing its full of is false promises.
On that note, just give me my freaking eggs for breakfast. Egg whites with kale or spinach with tomato and onion every damn morning until 2013. I can eat this breakfast over and over again. It is always delicious, always satisfying and taste just as good with coffee as it does with green tea. (You know how there are some breakfasts that are meant to go with coffee? i.e. pancakes or bagels)
I can be vegan 75% of the time. Seriously though. I usually do a protein focused meal for one meal a day and the rest are vegetarian. If I leave the cheese off almost all the time, I could be totally vegan except for the egg I have in the morning or the fish I have at night. I’m going to pay close attention to this because I do like the idea of eating as clean as possible, I just want the freedom to have a burger when I want a damn burger. I’ll be sure to visit the farm like in Portlandia first before I order it (just saw this show for the first time last week, HIGH-larious!).
Carbs are the devil. I still have a skewed understanding of food leftover from my psychotic high school and sporadic moments in college days. I can pretty much tell you how many calories are in everything and I also just hate/fear/love carbs. It is the only diet that I’ve ever done strictly that worked and the pounds just seem to melt off of me. So every time I eat a carb, I assume I just gained five pounds. Not sure its a sentiment I will ever part with, but I didn’t like that I ate more carbs while being vegan. I actually hated it, but sometimes when there’s no other food, there’s a slice of bread. Did I mention I hated it?
All in all, being vegan was not a life changing event for me. I did decide the other day, as I was eating peanut butter out of a jar, that I could go raw if there was an exception for nut butters. I love peanut butter, almond butter, sunflower seed butter. You name it, I love it. I have at least one scoop of peanut butter a day, sometimes 2 or sometimes I just give up and sit down with a jar and a spoon. Actually the other day, I had a plain spinach salad and 4 spoons of peanut butter. I wish I was lying, but I’m not. It is pathetic and amazing all at once. I’ll do a special nut butter post one day because, well I don’t like to brag, but I’m kind of a nut butter aficionado. Ya, I know, I’m kind of a big deal.
Well that’s all my thoughts on being vegan. Until next time my friends.
SKs to all,
Bribri